This Is Personal

Now anyone who reads my blog knows last year i lost probably the most impotent personal in my life. Well Today marks the one year mark of when it happen. there are still days where the pain can be crippling those days i just try my best to hide it all from the world and hold it in until i'm alone. i have this weird thing about crying in front of people and letting people see me hurting. I've Learn over the last year though i am stronger then i thought i was. I always thought when my grandma would die i would crumble or just try to denied that it happen and just work all the time. neither really happen i just kept my head up and lived my life the best i could. that all i want to say befoer i get thinking to much and break down