book review: Beyond Oblivion ( spoiler warning )

Hey readers, i haven't done a single review in a bit of time but this book hit me hard. Beyond Oblivion by Jamie McGuire is book six in the Maddox brother series but it follow the story line from book 1 beautiful Oblivion. Now I will give trigger warning and they might be spoilers so with that said here we go Trigger warning for infertility, miscarriage. stalkers, drinking, car crash, death and grieving. I'll also say thing book does have some spice I would say personally it like 1.5 peppers my fable will say different because of their scale. with that said this book hit me hard so i don't know if i can talk about this book with out giving spoilers so with that said i'll give you a brief thoughts this book messed me up I've never had a book make me cry I've teared up a few times hell i've even threw a book from anger but to be sitting crying over characters that not even real that just wasn't me until this book. so i'm going to go ahead a give my rating it is 5 stars. Now with that said we will being getting in to spoilers...

Okay this book follows Cami and Trent after the events of book one they gotten married and are trying to have a baby, but unlike Trent's brothers they are having trouble having a baby and this hit me since i've to deal with infertility myself, but this isn't what made me cry we'll get there. other then that all good in Cami and Trent's life they are working at skin deep the tattoo shop. They check in on Jim Trent's dad and have whole routine with their life then walk in Madison Mackenzie's little sister.  Mackenzie was Trent's girlfriend who died is a car crash so Madison is Obsessed with treat and has made this whole story in her mine that Trent loves her and try to break up Cami and Trent marriage i can't tell you how many time i want to punch this bitch in the face she comes across as a mentally deranged child you just want to grab her by the shoulder and scream in her face wake the fuck up bitch he not that in to you.  During the mess with Madison Cami gets pregnant, and ends up have complications and when one night Madison and a group of people ( who has ties to benny's family) try to kiddnap Cami and she loses the baby this breaks Trent and Almost end the marriage and this is where it broke me there is a scene where Cami is begging Trent to let her back in and she breaks down and tell him to get out she had enough of feeling like she had lost her husband and i've had the same convo with my husband so many times since my son was born it broke me I was sitting there crying while my husband gave out son a bath and i had to put the book on hold for the day. After that Thomas talks Cami in to her and Trent to do a get away to work on their marriage. Now this cause Trent to snap and cause the scene i mention before while they go on this trip with Thomas and his pregnant wife while there the group of people contacted to Benny's family start a car chase and leaves both Maddox boys hanging on a cliff for Cami to save both and she can't But everything works out then it ends with fast forward in time to after what happen in book 5 If you know you know so if you don't want that spoil for you maybe read it before hand it don't spoil this book ending with good new and hope that all i'm going to say on that. with that said this book pull emotions out of me like not other book has to date how can i not give this book five stars after all that. That a wrap on this review if you made it this far have a wonderful day or night and read what you love. 

springtime

 Spring is here and between spring and fall i can't pick really most day the temp is good enough to go out side if it not raining where is summer gets to hot and winter gets too cold and with a child that not school age yet it good to get him out of the house. Now allergies at a thing with flowers blooming and letting bubby run in the yard is the best thing though he does find trouble from time to time. This year we trying a garden as i said in last month's post we got onion both sweet and red as well as tomatoes we also trying to grow sweet peppers carrots and swiss chard that last one i got to look into how to use in recipes never had it before. So with that said this spring is bring lots of new things as well as old. lots of outside time as well as raining days curl up with my song and few books. With bubby being two we got a rotuine kind of with him and so far it working soon it will change but until then we work with what we going early morning and early bed times. long days and short nights but the time of chaos is here for a short time soon summer will be here along with who knows what. 

Spring time movies

 Spring has sprung it finally here so probably be less movie time but there still a few movies i would like to see over these coming months 

something gotta give 

love rosie

underwater

red white and royal blue

zootopia 2

sprit away

first quater check in

 the last three months was a lot of ups and down and a lot of reading and movie watching 

Books read total:48

5 stars:  6

4 stars: 19

3 stars: 20

2 stars: 2

1 stars:0

DNF: 1

Movies Watched totaled: 35 

5 stars 4

4 stars: 16

3 stars: 15

2 stars: 0

1 stars: 0

DNF: 0

*.5 are rounded up 

March Wrap up

 this month

books:

the christmas tree farm 

malorie 

in your dreams 

dealing with a desperate demon 

 the cursed

i have lost my way 

boy meets girl

two can play 

fourth wing

end of days 

it starts with us 

death

beyond oblivion

every boy has one 

strom of sword ( dnf at 40%)

my fat fake marriage 

Radient sin

how to sell a haunted house 

  

Movies:

weapons 

the substance 

bettlejuice bettlejuice

kiki delivery 

the conjuring last rite 

barbie

Ouija

rocketman

ghostbuster afterlife 

Maxxxine 

wonka

spirit away 

my neighbor totoro 

Tv Show:

the challenge 

welcome to derry 

Games:

meowgentic 

sims 4 

megabonk

minecraft 

what happend in march

 well this month had a lot going on 

week one was lots and lots of rain and me getting sick again yay ( not really) ms to be just a sinus infection for now since it been raining we been close up in the house until the weekend where since i was sick hubby took bubby grocery shopping we finally got everything but food for bubby party as well Saturday was a park day and lunch outing and car nap for bubby Sunday was another day of walks out side and as much as we could get outside.

this past week was a lot of finding time to go bubby outside and making sure i had everything for his birthday party. the party happened and that boy had so much fun a few things we had to take away from his so he'll open up his gifts then his birthday were we spent a lot of time outside and playing with his new toys and watching bluey 

well week three was chaos but over the weekend bubby went to his grandparent and my husband and i went for a hike and out to breakfast we also updates the bathroom shower head which lead to update storage in the shower along with planted more plants got the bell peppers planted and got dirt for the raised bed now to get the raised beds 

well this past week has been cold and wet so lots of inside time but the good days was a lot of outside time over the weekend we got the raised flower beds and i got them put together but now we need more dirt trying to figure out what to do with my front flower beds now sure as of now want try to help put the raised beds together he starting to want to help out more around the house a bit like grabbing clothes and bring them to me to put in the wash or to fold after they been in the dryer 

with that said this month was bitter sweet seeing my boy turning two and the weather being all over the place here to warmer weather and fun times outside in april 

Starting gardening again

 hey readers lets talk about starting a garden again last year my husband had the idea to start a garden and we play with the idea over the years last year we only got like three small tomatoes this year my husband has been doing some research and we are doing a few things tomatoes and onions this year i'm making sue my husband label them so we know what is what when it come to trans plant the stuff i will tell you all if we get anything to grow