8 years of marriage

hey readers, in a few days me and my family will be  celebrity 8 years of marriage while me and my husband has been together for 12 years all together we had our ups and downs, but we have stuck it out no one is perfect has there been time i've wanted to throw in the towel yes but nothing worth it in life is easy we are humans we both makes mistakes all i say married the person who stands by you when life gets hard. if they stand by you when you got nothing and your world is a mess then the will stand by you though anything. that said the 30th we be doing something as a family 

goal update

 hey readers lets look at this years goals 

1. when the weather is good outside meaning around 50 degrees are above and not raining or super windy get my son outside for at least 30 minutes a day 

this one has been good my son loves outside so this has ben easy on the good days 

2, to start better habits it easy for me to just sit on the couch when i'm not playing with my son and it also easier to just jump in to the day and not take care of myself i need to try to get a morning and night time routine of some sort that has self care into it doesn't have to be an hour just enough to get the basic done

this one been a bit of a hot and a miss still working on it the last few weeks been better in the morning got to work on the evening 

3.to start cooking from the cookbooks we have it easy to go on line and find stuff but with ai it hard to tell what legit and not

this last for about a month but i have been cooking for things from scratch  

1. 54 books within the year I can go up but this is a stress free goal i'm not trying to make everything this big outrages goal 

this one i've already completed i'm way over but i'm not going to change it at all 

2.I want to try to either complete or catch up too 5 series next year and now i know i'll have to do alot more if i want to get sown my series that i'm in the middle of but i'm going to try to get myself to dnf series if i'm not enjoying them 

this one i've been doing good on i think i've done more then five series tho the number don't show it because i've started a few as well but I'm going to continue working on this 

3. I want to go back and read the winners of the good reads choice award from pervious years I want to try to do a year a month and there a few catorgeries that i might not be able to get the book at all but i'm going to try to do my best and if it part of a series and not the frist book ad haven't read the frist one in the series then i'll go with the frist book of that series

this one i think i've either forgotten about or gave up on i'm not sure about it now 

4 I want to read more then i buy last year i did better at that with the point system but I still struggle with it and i want to cut down on my physical book tbr one space two it over whelming to say the lease I want to clear out a sheleve on my tbr shelves at least 

this isn't going so good but i am trying to read what I got coming in within a few months of buying them 

with that said lets go in to movies and tv shows 

the only goal i have for this is to cut down on my watch list on everything i have hunderds of movies and tv shows and i need to get through them i know it going to be hard as my boy goes from 1 nap to two but the ones he can watch with me i should put on not saying it just movies being watch or shows but i need to get though this stuff it got my letterboxd watchlist down to under 300 i would like to get it under 200 

this goal i as of now i got it under 200 movies it getting to the point where the stuff I will either a.) have to rent it or b.) it a streming service i don't have then ther ec.) it not on a streming servce and i have to 

get it on dvd 

with that said maybe next month I'll replace the goals I've achived with new ones 

movies releases july-december

 He are some of the movies I'm looking forward to the second half of this year

July 

Minions and Monsters juy 1st

Evil Dead Burn July 10th 

Moana July 10th 

August

Insidious: out of the Further aug 21at

September

Practical Magic 2 sep 11th

resident Evil sep 18th 

October 

Verity Oct 2nd

November 

Focker-in-law nov 25th 

Hexed nov 25th

the hunger games:sunrise on the reaping nov. 20th 

December 

Violent night 2 dec 4th 

Jumanji: open world dec 25th 

July thur december new releases

 Hey readers here are some new releases coming out in the second half of the year

July

Heartstopper vol. 6 July 7th 

such a witch July 28th 

the final score  July 7th

extracurricular July 14 

not that kind of proposal july 21

the roommate rule july 7th 

the second chance trailer park july 21st

a date with death july 14th

Auguest 

Adversary to the villain Aug 4th 

The lion and the deathless dark aug 4th 

How to find love in the cereal aisle aug 4th 

I Haunt it that way aug 25th 

September

Dead Beat sep 15th

The witches of Cambridge  sep 8th

 escape me sep 29

with all my haunted heart sep 8th

big bad wolf sep 8th

well versed sep 22

snowed inn sep 29th

the hocus pocus handbook sep 1

free falling sep 22

October

Home For the Homicides oct 13th

Falling for a Villainous vampire  oct 27th

lore olympus vol. 11 oct 6th

christmas staycation oct 20th

November

fae and alchemy 3 

to vex and to hex nov 3rd

crash into you nov 10th 

sunflower season nov 3rd 

december 

May Wrap up

here is may wrap up

Books 

The Damned 

love from scratch

swift and saddled 

Maybe it 's fate 

Dark Restraints 

the summer i turned pretty 

holly

the wicked villain shorts 

go luck yourself 

this could be us 

sweet obsession

seven deadly shadows 

it's kind of a funny story 

a cold day in the sun

wet works 

the how and the why 

the au pair affair 

it's not summer without you 

nothing like the movies

loss and lassoded

lattes and spirits 

keeping 13 

Movies 

fried up

despicable me 4

breakfast at Tiffany 

Crazy rich asians

joker 2

the prince and me

wicked

smile 2

underwater

sweetheart

knock at the cabin

disenchanted

bedtime stories 

the girl next door

earth to echo

sorority war 

Georgia rules 

hell house 2 

hell house 3

the idea of you 

maybe i do 

together 

peter rabbit

coming 2 america 

the movies we make 

the simpons 

Tv Show 

Hazban hotel season 2

cruel intention 

welcome to derry 

Games 

meowgentics

sims 4

the binding of isaac

what happen in may

 This first weekend of the month was a cold one we just try to stay warm but we did take bubby to the park where he made a little friend and played with the whole time. 

another week over this past week i felt tired a lot and behind on chores just kind of felt like i was dragging my feet all week not sure about that. as for stuff we done this week our neighbor gave bubby a trampoline which i think he been on almost every day. we also took him to the library and got some book i had to get a replacement for myself and hubby got his own. tho bubby was wanting to run around and pull ooks off the shelf which hubby got piss about my son thought it was a game and when hubby picked him up he had a melt down. so checking out was hard when i had a husband who wouldn't give me the book to check out and then need my card to check them out then not understand why yelling at me to come over from across the room as a follow my son to make sure he not cause and problems like dude it a library don't yell exceptionally whn you just told our son not to do the same thing. B. I'm a little busy but other then that bubby when to the in laws for a few days then we picked him up on Saturday and took him to visit my mom for an early mother's day then mother day was spent mostly with my son since hubby had to work that night. 

this past wee was chaos to say the least my husband had some overtimes and to say bubby didn't want him to go is an understatement. i started decluttering again 100th time a charm right? this week i felt like i was dragging ass again go figure right. it was also hubby birthday weekend so we went out to eat and of course bubby had to miss behave he wanted to climb and run around and my husband didn't here the host right so no high chair for bubby we made it work. after that we did a little shopping and over the weekend we kind of just chilled at the house Saturday took a walk but other then that nothing to out there. 

this week was a lot of trying to get my ass in gear, Ive just been in a funk the last few weeks and been doing the bare minium but got some cleaning down and much need rest done finish a book or two it been hard getting bubby out since it been raining off and on all the past week and this week is much better we will see what this week bring other then visiting the in law not much happen this weekend

the final week was a week of just staying home and trying to keep my son busy while cleaning the house and cooking along with getting computer work down. had a day where he would let his father sleep. other then the normal chaos it been okay 

over all this month has been rainy but a lot of celebrating and chaos with that said have a wonderful day and read what you love 

life update

 Well another update I can't remember when the last one was it looks like from my research it was march when. Bubby turn 2 but that was focus on him. this is a genral update.

home cooking:

this is going good and been trying more and more thing made my own bread a few times as well and my own tortillas and homemade pizza well simi homemade haven't gotten brave to make my own pizza sauce yet. I'll get braver but i also want to be able to can the sauces i make to make them last as long as posable but with having pizza almost every Friday that might now go bad as fast 

Gardening 

Well gotten the tomatoes, onion, and peppers planted in the raised beds I also trying to get camomile to grow in my kitchen window and have gotten parsley and basil plant in pots got swiss chard going in a starter kick and got some carrots in the beds we will see what grows this year and me and my husband has said we will see what we want to plant next year in November so we can have more of a plan and see if we want to grow our garden 

house work

this has been a mess a lot of nights it lucky if the dishes are done and that with a dishwasher( that need to be replaced) there always to been crumb and toys everywhere and we still hot our sons room 

reading 

now reading has been mostly been audiobooks but i have been able to get a few moments in to physically read here and there 

movies 

i've kind of slowed down on. watching movies right now and been watching more youtube it fine my list is under 250 i keep getting it close to 200 then finding more movies i want to watch so there that.

gaming 

i've been playing a few games here and there when i got time and i just want to fully unwind minecraft and binding of isaac have been put on rotation and of been playing a lot of the sims 4  

motherhood 

ah motherhood it been up and down some days I lost my patience and other days seems to be a breeze the little boy i'm raising is fearless and will test boundaries like no other. With that said i wpuld change it for any thing at all. I love seeing him play and what he gets in to though it can be messy and he loud and won't listen sometimes he has a big heart he has to know where everyone is and will check on people even though it not his job. He still needs to learn to play with kids his own age but don't have a lot of opportunities for that right now. he loves outside as well which can be hard to get him inside so neither one of us burns and he can have a something to drink or when he getting tired that boy will go and go until he falls out. 

health 

this has been a bit up in the air back in February the whole family got the flu but as i was getting better from the flu i got some kind of allergy reaction to something in the house and had a dizzy spell in the middle of the night when i got up to go to the bathroom. then in march i had a sinus infection. then in april while cleaning up our back yard i got in to something that made me had another allergy reaction. my mental health has been pretty good a few day with all the illness it slipped but for the most part it been good. 

with all that said thanks for reading this and have a wonderful day or night where every you are and remember read what you like