life update

 Well another update I can't remember when the last one was it looks like from my research it was march when. Bubby turn 2 but that was focus on him. this is a genral update.

home cooking:

this is going good and been trying more and more thing made my own bread a few times as well and my own tortillas and homemade pizza well simi homemade haven't gotten brave to make my own pizza sauce yet. I'll get braver but i also want to be able to can the sauces i make to make them last as long as posable but with having pizza almost every Friday that might now go bad as fast 

Gardening 

Well gotten the tomatoes, onion, and peppers planted in the raised beds I also trying to get camomile to grow in my kitchen window and have gotten parsley and basil plant in pots got swiss chard going in a starter kick and got some carrots in the beds we will see what grows this year and me and my husband has said we will see what we want to plant next year in November so we can have more of a plan and see if we want to grow our garden 

house work

this has been a mess a lot of nights it lucky if the dishes are done and that with a dishwasher( that need to be replaced) there always to been crumb and toys everywhere and we still hot our sons room 

reading 

now reading has been mostly been audiobooks but i have been able to get a few moments in to physically read here and there 

movies 

i've kind of slowed down on. watching movies right now and been watching more youtube it fine my list is under 250 i keep getting it close to 200 then finding more movies i want to watch so there that.

gaming 

i've been playing a few games here and there when i got time and i just want to fully unwind minecraft and binding of isaac have been put on rotation and of been playing a lot of the sims 4  

motherhood 

ah motherhood it been up and down some days I lost my patience and other days seems to be a breeze the little boy i'm raising is fearless and will test boundaries like no other. With that said i wpuld change it for any thing at all. I love seeing him play and what he gets in to though it can be messy and he loud and won't listen sometimes he has a big heart he has to know where everyone is and will check on people even though it not his job. He still needs to learn to play with kids his own age but don't have a lot of opportunities for that right now. he loves outside as well which can be hard to get him inside so neither one of us burns and he can have a something to drink or when he getting tired that boy will go and go until he falls out. 

health 

this has been a bit up in the air back in February the whole family got the flu but as i was getting better from the flu i got some kind of allergy reaction to something in the house and had a dizzy spell in the middle of the night when i got up to go to the bathroom. then in march i had a sinus infection. then in april while cleaning up our back yard i got in to something that made me had another allergy reaction. my mental health has been pretty good a few day with all the illness it slipped but for the most part it been good. 

with all that said thanks for reading this and have a wonderful day or night where every you are and remember read what you like 

things i want to do with my son over the years

hey readers here are a few things i want or have done with my son over the years 

outside time this is an everyday thing just about 

last year we took bubby to his first aquarium trip i think going to different ones and even back to the one close to us will be done in the future 

parks it a great way to get energy out of his sadly it not an every day thing maybe in the future it can be a once o twice a week thing 

now the thing i want to do with him now some of these thing will be bigger trips so it ight be a once in a life time thing for him 

disney world now i know it over priced but i want to do this at aan age he'll remember something from it but young enough to enjoy the magic of everything 

road/ day trips/ weekend trips this might be a once a year thing and just going to different places close by where going for a day or weekend will still be worth it all and not feel rushed 

zoo trips this is something we are going to try this summer this will be a summer thing because of roads and winter weather where i live 

museums trips this one i might wait until my son old enough to know not to try to touch everything 

This stuff isn't to keep him busy because it just be once a year or so but to keep him to feel like summer only good thing is no school. Growing up summer always felt like a dead zone since my family rarely did anything at all 

Gardening update

 hey readers today i have a garden up date for you all we got everything we wanted to plant this year planted now it to see if we can keep these plants alive or not that will only be told with time. This year we planted beefsteak tomatoes. carrots, parsely, bell peppers, swiss chard, red and yellow onions, basil, and camomile. I got some green onions in my window still and that all for this year. in november we will sit down and plan our next years garden and if we want to expand things or not I've started getting seed now for next even got some jalapeños and cayenne peppers.  

her soul for Revenge book review

 Her soul for revenge 

by Harley Laroux

this book is the second book in the soul series, but you can read the books in any order or by themselves they hold their own this one we follow jupiter and zane who we do meet in the first book but in this one we get to know more and see why jupiter hate the main people in town and how she met Zane. This book has just as much action and mystery and smut as the first book dose. Jupiter and a girl who at turns into a kick ass female character and zane is that sexy demon that we all would sell our souls for. with all that said it a five star read and i've already picked up the next book and loved it another five stars book. Hope you all have a wonderful day or night and read what you love 

April wrap up

 books

hallowed 

highly suspicious and unfairly cute

The Beast

Cruel Seduction

Iron Flame 

your heart my knife 

fearful

the sea witch 

ghost business

boundless

the strawberry patch pancake house 

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow 

Better then the movies 

hopelessly teavoted 

midnight ruin

queen takes rose 

soul of a witch

radiant 

the gingerbread bakery 

the otherwhere post

one piece vol 16-18 

disastrous desire 

don't ask me where i''m from

well met 

wisteria 

magnolia parks

 

movies 

ghostbuster after life

mother's day

men

zootopia 2

white noise 

the death cure 

death of a unicorn 

the secret world of arrietty

castle in the sky 

psycho 2 

not another teen movie 

salam lot

panyo 

the Tale of the Princess Kaguya 

last night 

from up on poppy hill

the twins 

ginger weed man 

torn hearts

nun 2

unwelcome 

evil dead rise 

bridget jones diary 

made of honer 

love rosie 

wolf childern

red white royal blue

the celler 

inside

creep

whisper in the heart

games 

sims 4 

mewgentic

minecraft

binding of isaac

tv shows 

degrassie next gen 

what happened in april

Hey readers, the first five days of this month has wiped me out we had some good weather leading to lots of outside time. Wednesday was going in out of the house and trying to get food on the table as well as keeping the house clean Thursday was a park day and some shopping for garden things and stuff for bubby. Friday was an running around day getting the weeks groceries and take care of the house and running bubby around in between rain showers Saturday was easter bubby photos and bubby first easter egg hunt. sunday was easter so time with family and another easter egg hunt for bubby

so another week of chaos at the ward house monday was a meeting and the new gun range and then tuseday bubby came home wednseday we had some one come out to give us a price on a new heater and the next day we had a new one put in along with a new ac unit then friday was a new water heater so lots of chaos with a little child that just wants to know what going on in his home saturday all the chaos got to momma and i took a nap only too be woken up with screaming and yelling my husband noticed something wrong with the water pressure and went to go look as he was fixing the problem or little germlin had to go check things and grab a pipe that wasn't properely surcred and cut it little finger so momma had to clam bubby down because dadda yelled when he got hurt he thought he was in trouble and bubby kept saying sorry but he okay won't leave a band d aid on but we got him a couple of toys and ice scream to make him feel better had to go to the store any how since momma for got stuff at the store the day before. then he got to surpise his papaw with a sleep over there for the night sunday probably was the chillest day of just touching up the house trying to get laundry done and playing with bubby. 

Another week of chaos this week i had the bright idea to help my husband out in the yard and clean up some weeds and brush that been sitting in the back yard or started growing and we both been too busy to deal with and... not i'm having an allergic reaction to something and it bad it started late thurday and just has gotten worst. Bubby was enjoying the outside time and the weather but this week we starting off cold again so we will see how much outside time we get. we also hot more dirt for the raised bed and to plant my plant for the back yard I'm ready for this rection to go away to say the least hopefully the next week is better 

this past week was a week of getting better and doing what i can in the yard with out making my allergy reaction worst. chasing bubby around the back. yard and cleaning this house of ours it needed it bubby went to visit his grandparents so i had time to do a deep clean in a few rooms of the house. with that we used friday as a bit of a date night at home we went to a new coffee shop that in town before we went grocery shopping then after i sent my husband to bed and got as much as i could done before i had to make dinner. then had and movie game night at home. then bubby came home saturday in time to go out for pizza and a book trip for independent bookstore day where we both got some new books that we promptly started reading on the ride home. sunday was a home day though we did hve to got to the store and pick up a few thing we forgot and bubby got a new bubble maker that he carried around the yard when we got back for about an hour or so. 

 the last few day of the month wasn't the most exciting thing monday i cleaned house while the boys slept played with bubby until dada got up for dinner made brats and homemade fries and did more cleaning while the boys went for a walk before the storm came in once bubby when to bed played some games and read before bed Tuseday was another day of same old same old taking care of bubby and the house and finding time to read and relax Wednesday was a rainy sleepy morning and was just filled with house work and entertaining bubby. That evening tho was a bit better the sun came out and had a good dinner took a walk after dinner where i some how got stung on my toe by a bee like really i guess i was focus to much on my son who didn't have shoes on and for a second i thought i had glass in my foot but nope just a bee stinger the last two day wasn't much different tho wednseday night i couldn't sleep much and we ended up cleaning the couch with out needing to. with that said have a wonderful day 

book review: Beyond Oblivion ( spoiler warning )

Hey readers, i haven't done a single review in a bit of time but this book hit me hard. Beyond Oblivion by Jamie McGuire is book six in the Maddox brother series but it follow the story line from book 1 beautiful Oblivion. Now I will give trigger warning and they might be spoilers so with that said here we go Trigger warning for infertility, miscarriage. stalkers, drinking, car crash, death and grieving. I'll also say thing book does have some spice I would say personally it like 1.5 peppers my fable will say different because of their scale. with that said this book hit me hard so i don't know if i can talk about this book with out giving spoilers so with that said i'll give you a brief thoughts this book messed me up I've never had a book make me cry I've teared up a few times hell i've even threw a book from anger but to be sitting crying over characters that not even real that just wasn't me until this book. so i'm going to go ahead a give my rating it is 5 stars. Now with that said we will being getting in to spoilers...

Okay this book follows Cami and Trent after the events of book one they gotten married and are trying to have a baby, but unlike Trent's brothers they are having trouble having a baby and this hit me since i've to deal with infertility myself, but this isn't what made me cry we'll get there. other then that all good in Cami and Trent's life they are working at skin deep the tattoo shop. They check in on Jim Trent's dad and have whole routine with their life then walk in Madison Mackenzie's little sister.  Mackenzie was Trent's girlfriend who died is a car crash so Madison is Obsessed with treat and has made this whole story in her mine that Trent loves her and try to break up Cami and Trent marriage i can't tell you how many time i want to punch this bitch in the face she comes across as a mentally deranged child you just want to grab her by the shoulder and scream in her face wake the fuck up bitch he not that in to you.  During the mess with Madison Cami gets pregnant, and ends up have complications and when one night Madison and a group of people ( who has ties to benny's family) try to kiddnap Cami and she loses the baby this breaks Trent and Almost end the marriage and this is where it broke me there is a scene where Cami is begging Trent to let her back in and she breaks down and tell him to get out she had enough of feeling like she had lost her husband and i've had the same convo with my husband so many times since my son was born it broke me I was sitting there crying while my husband gave out son a bath and i had to put the book on hold for the day. After that Thomas talks Cami in to her and Trent to do a get away to work on their marriage. Now this cause Trent to snap and cause the scene i mention before while they go on this trip with Thomas and his pregnant wife while there the group of people contacted to Benny's family start a car chase and leaves both Maddox boys hanging on a cliff for Cami to save both and she can't But everything works out then it ends with fast forward in time to after what happen in book 5 If you know you know so if you don't want that spoil for you maybe read it before hand it don't spoil this book ending with good new and hope that all i'm going to say on that. with that said this book pull emotions out of me like not other book has to date how can i not give this book five stars after all that. That a wrap on this review if you made it this far have a wonderful day or night and read what you love.