mom life

 Mom life has been chaos some day a bittersweet others I love seeing this little human grow and become his own person, but it bittersweet because getting older and growing with everything that changes I get a little sad a mile stone has come and gone. I know that life and thing will always be bittersweet for a mother we proud of our little one achievements and sad to see them grow and need us just a little bit less each day. I've also got some what of a route going finally. My son sometimes will though it off but I can go with the flow more now then when he was first born and was trying to be super mom sleep is still a struggle for our boy some days and nights he might sleep 3 hours straight at night other times he might sleep 8 hours it's a roll of the dice I just get what sleep I can with the route I set for myself. with that said this boy of mine got me wrap around his little fingers I love him so much it not even funny i don't know what i would do with out him and his father now that they are in my life. with that said have a wonderful day or night and keep on reading what you love.

Little man turning 6 months

 Ah where have the time gone my little boy turns 6 months today and tomorrow his 6 month check up. So far he been loving to roll from his back to his tummy then fussing when he wants back over even though I know he can roll on to his back I've seen it he just get mad he can't crawl yet. The past week or so he started with the raspberries ad they are so stinkin cute even though he start drooling. He loves to babble oh my god this boy once he get started, and he a little flirt boys I swear he keeps this up I'm going to have my hands full with him. love me singing country roads to him before bed and naptimes ( I almost remember all the lyrics I think...). so far Haven't found a food he hates but he loves sweet potatoes and carrots that boys eyes light up when he finds something he loves, but he tired of it fast so I've been trying to keep it on a fine line of adding new food and keeping things different enough for him. god he half a year old times flies at the beginning it seem to go so slow for me days felt never ending and nights even longer, but now I'm just taking it one day at a time getting what I can done when he home and when he not I try to get a little more done. I am curious to see how much he grown since his last check up that for sure. With that said keep you head up and read what you love.

Mom Fails

 We all fail at times and this past Wednesday I had a major one My son got hurt while I was putting on his jammies. I stood him up to get the jammies to get them up his upper body and he wiggles out of my arms and fell and busted his mouth he split his upper gum and I just cried and woke my husband back up and with mouth wounds they seem to bleed so much no matter how small they are. he okay now but both of us was scared to death for our little boy and as I right this I'm still beating myself up over it. now we got the bleed to stop and I had my husband call his parent's and they came over and my husband and I decide for them to watch him to go with them since he was going to go Thursday to their house anyhow so more people could watch him over night. the idea was for me to sleep but honestly I didn't sleep much between that happening and me having some type of reaction to something I could sleep much I honestly feel like I need a nap and am being suborned and not taking one like I should. Probably because I feel like I don't deserve it I know though if I'm not good my son will not be okay either he needs both his parents to be there for him as he grows. I know ascendants happens and mistakes happens but I feel so bad about it I just want to hug my little guy and whisper I'm sorry to him a million times. I did buy him an I'm sorry gift. I know he going to get hurt as he grows up but I'm his mom I'm going to feel the worst about it all. Mom Fail happens from forgetting a favorite toy  to them getting hurt on your watch it just hard and motherhood is hard in general with that said I'll be going now have a wonderful day or night and hug your little ones.